Wednesday, December 15, 2010

My (Hard) Decision.

Well, after weeks of debate, stress and decision making I have finally decided what offer I would like to accept for PT school!

When I wrote the last time, I was in the middle of a really hard time... choosing the right school for me. And after a LOT of consideration and time I decided on School B, the smaller, unranked school.

My reasoning?
  1. This school is significantly less expensive tuition wise than School A.
  2. School B gave me an amazing first impression & was cemented when I visited again for the interview.
  3. School B had my interviewer personally call me to congratulate me on my acceptance and offered his direct line should I have any questions/comments.
  4. School A couldn't even bother to send me anything official in the mail; all I received was an email.
  5. School B is actually more well-known in this area than I gave it credit for; a lot of people sound impressed that I'm going to attend there.
  6. I couldn't visit School A before the School B's deadline of acceptance and I wasn't willing to risk choosing a school I never visited.
  7. I have heard from a lot of people that School A is very number oriented whereas School B really gets to know its students and helps them succeed as individuals, not numbers.
  8. School B felt like it fit my personality better than School A; and I am excited about the curriculum.
  9. And... as a bonus; School B is a 2.5 year program, not a 3 year program so I can graduate in December 2013 instead of May 2014. :)
My best advice to anyone having to make a decision is to take your time and don't rush into a decision... It really helped that I had a few weeks (I wish I would've had longer) to really sit down and talk about it with anyone/everyone, and put all the information down on paper. I also called someone from each school to talk more specifically about tuition, possible scholarships, clinical opportunities, etc after I received the acceptances to get more details or to clarify things that I had heard about previously.

It was really a curse with the multiple acceptances, but it taught me to be very thorough in decision-making and I 110% believe that I made the right choice for me.

Sunday, December 5, 2010

The Curse of Multiple Acceptances.

So, I think that there is an unsaid curse when it comes to being accepted to multiple schools. Instead of putting myself out there and having one school tell me yes, I am having 2 schools tell me yes and now the decision is actually mine to make. I think I'd much rather prefer having the decision made for me... now I find myself panicking over "what if" I make the wrong choice.

I have a hard decision between attending the Highly Ranked School versus the Smaller Unranked School. I can't deny the highly ranked school; it's highly ranked for a reason... but, I can't help but remember the feeling of "home" and "friendliness" when I visited the unranked school.

I've been having a HUGE struggle with this and talking to just about everyone that I can; even those who are sick of listening to me. In fact, I even made a spreadsheet to weigh out the pros and cons. That has definitely helped a lot, and so did talking to the PT that encouraged me to go DPT instead of PTA.

The thing is, even after all of this, I am still debating. Back and forth, back and forth. That's how it's been... At first I was Highly Ranked School all the way! Then, I visited the Unranked School and was like "This is it!", but then I got accepted by the Highly Ranked School and so then I wanted to go there again, then as soon as I got my acceptance for the unranked school I wanted to go there! And back and forth I keep going.

I'm running out of time to decide. The deadline for accepting the offer to the Unranked School is December 15th and they are unable to give me an extension. The open house for the Highly Ranked School isn't until January 15th. Can I really choose to go to a school I've never visited?

This is driving me bat crazy... and so, back to the pros/cons spreadsheet it is... and anyone else who wants to listen to me ramble about the choice that I have to make.

Thursday, December 2, 2010

Acceptance #2 - School B!!

WAHOO!! :) Got my ACCEPTANCE email from School B today! :) They are sending a packet of information & my official letter soon!

After the interview, I thought for sure I blew it, but I guess that maybe I'm not as crazy as I thought I was and they did see the potential in me! I am so relieved!

I can't believe it! Two acceptances! And just a month ago I was bawling my eyes out feeling like I wouldn't get in anywhere!

Friday, November 19, 2010

Acceptance #1 - School A

Surprisingly, the last place I was expecting to hear from this afternoon was the highly ranked school I applied to; even more surprising was the fact that it was an ACCEPTANCE EMAIL!!!!!!!!! Wow! I can't believe I got an acceptance and way before the December 15th deadline!!! When I first started the process this school was my #1 choice... I am so excited! I have quite a bit of time to let them know my decision, and that's great, because I should be hearing back from School B soon. :) YAY!!! :)

Sunday, November 14, 2010

Interview Day - School B

It's been awhile since I wrote, I've been busy with work, teaching my spinning classes and trying to prepare for the interview... But, yesterday was quite the day. I went down to Jon's house on Friday because the interview day started at 8am and it would only be about a half hour drive from his house rather than over an hour from my house. However, I also compromised my comfortable bed for Jon's uncomfy bed, and my sleep suffered. But, I think I was really nervous, so I doubt I would've slept better at my own house. I wore my gray suit that my Mom loves and ended up feeling really frumpy the whole time I was there... oh and it was so hot out (like 78) and my hair ended up getting frizzy and stuff. I'm sure I was a looker!

The morning was broke up into 4 sections after a little breakfast. There was a welcome thing and then there was a tour with first year students of the facilities (that I had already gotten at the Open House), a Problem-Based Learning "mock session" so you could see how their education works (they do a modified Problem-Based Learning program), an interview session and then a writing session. So, I was in the group that our schedule went tour, interview, problem-based learning and writing. I actually was ok with this set-up because the tour gave me time to sort of calm my nerves and then I had the interview, then another "calm" period of the mock session and then end with writing.

Welcome: So, they made everyone stand up and say their name, where they were from, what their undergrad major was and what you were doing now if you were already graduated. So, I ended up being the very last person to go and wouldn't you know I was literally the ONLY ONE that had a non-related bachelor's degree. Talk about buzz kill right from the start. Everyone else is talking about being exercise science, biology, kinesiology, etc and hear comes elementary and early childhood education girl. Great. Right then my spirits started to falter, and it continued on that for the rest of the morning.

Tour: The facilities are great, but I already knew that because of the open house. It was still nice going around and seeing everything again and having that same "good vibes" feeling about everything. Plus, it was neat to sit back and chat with some of the first years. Almost all of them were chosen from the early interview date, so that made me feel pretty good.

Interview: I got paired with a boy and he was a moron. I mean, I'm not trying to be rude, but some of the stuff he was saying I was really questioning what he was talking about. The questions were really, really weird. Basically I could answer every question with "When I was a teacher" After the interview I felt completely defeated. I felt that the questions didn't showcase me as a good PT candidate, it showcased me as someone who had a teaching degree- they wanted life experiences and my only experiences were with teaching. I felt like I had really screwed up and it was really hard for me not to break into tears right there. I honestly feel like I'm completely screwed. I was the only non-related degree person there and then spent the whole time talking about being a teacher. *bangs head off of desk*. That is the only interview I have walked out of feeling terrible.

PBL Session: This is probably the most important part of the interview day because not every school uses problem-based learning. I really enjoyed the session and I think it will be challenging but also engaging to learn this way. Basically, instead of having some separate courses we will have PBL courses where we are broken up into small groups of students with a faculty supervisor and given a case study. Then the faculty will lead us through the case study, helping us to learn and diagnose, etc, etc. Although I feel this will be a more difficult way to learn, I think that ultimately it is a better way to learn because when I am a PT I will have a patient and it won't be just a knee replacement (or whatever) it will be that attached to a person with other needs. Second year students ran the PBL and I won't lie- the one girl was really stuck up and I wanted to smack her, but I tried to ignore her. A lot of people in the session knew answers to questions that I didn't really think about, but I did answer one question correctly. Then, we spent the rest of the time talking about the differences between the two schools I (and a lot of others) have applied- which was really nice, although they all had pretty negative things to say about School A. I don't know what to think. I've heard a lot of so-so things about this school (but they have to be good because they are within the top five) and I hate to form an opinion without experiencing it myself... but since the my interview date was the same day as the other's open house, I guess I won't get the chance to see it myself.

Writing: The two writing questions weren't bad... Once was about morals/ethics and the other was "what will you bring to the group" -- so again, I had to say about being a teacher and always having different ways to try to learn/remember information. Seriously, they are going to think I am insane and should just be a teacher. I am really trying to use my teaching degree as a springboard... There are a lot of similarities and knowing how to deal with people/how people learn differently is a huge advantage (in my opinion) so hopefully someone will recognize this too.

After the interview, I called home and cried. I just really feel like I may have screwed up royally.. But, I have about 2-3 weeks to wait until I hear back and it will be one of three things- accepted, maybe or rejected. I will go nuts until I find out, I just know it! Plus, School A has been reviewing my application forever and their deadline isn't until Dec 15- it feels like years away and who knows if I'll ever hear from School C, I'm not really worried about them. Anyway, I am having a slightly (probably) unnecessary pity party for myself following my stupid interview. Ugh, I wish I could redo it and think of other things that aren't teaching related!!!!

Friday, October 29, 2010

Interview Invite - School B

I GOT AN INTERVIEW INVITE TO SCHOOL B!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

This feels AMAZING after all my stress on the GRE! I know that if I can get there, I can just answer the questions and really show them that I am a great person! I have been feverishly looking up interview questions to see what I may be asking, as well as reading up on things on the APTA website. I just know I can nail this interview!! Positive thinking!! I can do it! Ahhh!! I'm so excited!!!!

Thursday, October 28, 2010

Applications Received!

Eeks!! Double email today. Both School A and School C have received my applications and they are officially "under review". My tummy is doing super flip-flops! So exciting, but even more nerve-wracking knowing that they are looking at my stuff!!!

Wednesday, October 27, 2010

I is knot stoopid!

Can I just tell you how stupid the GRE makes me feel? I took it THREE times and only bumped my score from a 1040 to a 1090. Come on, now! I was literally in tears (and probably cried for about 3 hours) after I finished the last one... I tried so hard and studied as best as I could. I couldn't get a 500 on the verbal and all the schools say that they want a 1000 minimum (500 in each). I have no idea if they will just throw my application out if I don't meet the minimum requirements... I definitely could see that they would because they get so many applications, they have to begin weeding them out somehow. I just feel so sick that I may not even be able to get a chance to go to school because of a stupid verbal score.

I already emailed School B and asked them if they look at all the other aspects and they said that they do, but still I would've much rather have been over the 500 and not have to worry about getting eliminated simply by a number (without them looking at anything else). School A and School C are reviewing my stuff, so hopefully since they are already reviewing it (and the deadlines aren't until Dec 15 or March something) they are looking at every part of it. I just have to say a prayer that if this is meant to happen, it will happen. I have worked so hard and hopefully they will see that through my GPA (and my personal statement and LOR!)

But, right now, I would be lying if I didn't say I felt completely hopeless. I already came up with a Plan B!

Friday, October 15, 2010

In the waiting line...

The anticipation is killing me! Today is School B's early decision interview. I am just dying to hear from them. I just went to their open house this past weekend and absolutely LOVED IT. The school was gorgeous, the faculty were so kind and the students all seemed really happy. In fact, after visiting, I think I'm definitely more interested in School B than School A.

School A's open house is coming up on November 13th (which also happens to be School B's interview day) so I may or may not get to go. But, I just got such a great "gut feeling" about School B, and a lot of people said negative things about School A, so that was sort of a bummer.

The PT building is new and it is off the main campus, but there is a huge parking lot (a big downfall of my undergrad university) and a shuttle that will take you from the PT building to main campus and back during the day. They didn't really seem to have too many options research wise, but I'm not letting that stop me from the overall awesome feeling I got from there. I just was blown away by how "homey" it all felt. I'll admit that I'm more sensitive and I definitely like to be treated like a person and feel like I am a part of something, rather than only be a number. Plus, my parents got to go with me and they loved it too! :)

Tuesday, September 21, 2010

Now, it's time to cross my fingers.

I officially submitted my application today on PTCAS. I decided to apply to three schools. Mostly because I am attached to my family and don't want to be too far away, and also I don't want to be long-distance from my SO any longer than I have to. (We are working on 3, almost 4 years of being long-distance and it is getting old!)

Thus, I decided to apply to all three DPT programs in a city about an hour from my hometown.

My School Choices
1. Highly Ranked University (School A)
2. Smaller, unranked University (School B)
3. Back-Up School (School C)

I still need a letter from one of the PTs I did my shadowing with, so I hope he gets that submitted super quickly so that my application is complete.

I kind of feel panicked it went out this "late" even though it's still early in the game. At least I'll definitely be considered early decision for the smaller, unranked school (Oct 15) and School A's deadline is December 15. As for School C, I'm not really worried about, because it's my "just in case" school!

So... now, once I get that last PT letter I just have to wait and see what happens. This, I'm sure is going to be the WORST part.

Saturday, August 28, 2010

Shadowing: A Summary of My Experiences

Since my shadowing was during when I was taking physics, I didn't really have time to talk about it, so now that it's done I just want to re-cap what I learned/what happened at each of the places I shadowed out.

Family Friend PT: I did my first shadowing stint in April 2009 with a family friend who has been a PT for over 20 years. This was when I was just considering PTA and she is really the PT that pushed me to go "all the way". I spent around 25 hours with her over the course of 3 days and I saw SO much. She really is a do-it-all-PT. I'm not sure that I could have the stamina that she does or the schedule, but it's good to know that you can do all kinds of different things at once. She owns her own out-patient clinic, which was really great in itself, but she also does some visiting/home care through a local visiting nurses company. I got to go into a couple of nursing homes with her as well as pediatric home care! The peds were so cute and I really think I would enjoy working with them, especially since my first degree is in early childhood/elementary education. I can really use that degree to my advantage once I'm a PT. (But, I also want an open mind to experience everything before I decide what I may want to "specialize" in or towards in a job!)

Local Hospital OP & IP: The local hospital was a nightmare. I really wanted a lot of in-patient care and I only got about a day and a half worth and the other 30 hours I got was in the out-patient facility. The PTs weren't very helpful and I spent a lot of time folding towels and cleaning beds. I felt very out of place and no one really seemed to want to explain anything to me. The one lady I got to follow around had a really neat day- she did in-patient in the morning and then in the afternoon she dealt with lymphodema patients, which was awesome. Other than that, I mostly felt bored and out of place. I couldn't wait to find somewhere, anywhere to shadow so I could leave. I still thanked them for allowing me to come, but yuck, not a great experience.

Local OP Facility: I had a really great experience at the out-patient place I went to-- it was just one PT and a secretary (who he let do different things with modalities, which I found interesting since she has no PT degree of any kind...). He actually allowed me to ask questions, watch diagnoses, and he explained anything I was interested in. When there weren't patients I'd pick his brain about school and life. He was a really nice guy AND he was also a "second career" PT person! It was really cool to hear about someone else who had a previous degree and went back to pursue PT instead. It gave me hope that I can do this and that it's not impossible! And since he is the only PT at the clinic he brings his dog into the clinic with him. It's a gorgeous white dog in the husky family and was the nicest dog ever! All the patients were so happy to see the dog, I think it really helps the atmosphere therapeutically. Plus, he gets to spend all day with his pet everyday! Pretty sweet!

So, all in all, 2-out-of-3 great experiences isn't too bad. I am just hoping that my 110 hours will be "enough". It's been really hard trying to fit them in while doing school full-time plus two part-time jobs. I think I really got a great scope of potential job positions with those three (especially with the first!) and we'll have to wait and see if it pays off. I also hope that I got some good recommendation letters from it as well!

Thursday, August 5, 2010

Step One is DONE!!!!!!!!! =D

Yes!! Today I am officially done finishing ALL of my prerequisite courses for PT school! The angels are singing! I am so, so, so happy to be DONE!!!

After my Physics II final, I hardly knew what to do with myself! I can't believe it. It's been just a couple weeks short of one year of hard work! And, I didn't do too bad, either!

Prob & Stats - A
Developmental Psychology - A
Biology I - B (grrr... stupid professor... I had an 89.4% AND visited him in his office all the time for help!)
Biology II - A
Chem I - A
Chem II - A
Anatomy - A
Physiology - B
Physics I - A
Physics II - A (I'm pretty sure!)

Plus, I had General Psychology (B) from my undergrad stuff.

Unfortunately, my two Bs brought my GPA down from a 3.92 to a 3.89... that really makes me upset, and I know that my GPA is still great, but still- I was SO close to the A in Bio I (and deserved it in my opinion!) that I wish I could've pulled off a 4.0.

This whole process has really been about me proving to myself and to the unknown "they/them" that I am smart and that I CAN do this!

Now- it's time to celebrate! And then Monday I start my last shadowing stint (around 30 hours) and super soon in 2 weeks is the GRE. *EEEEEK*

Thursday, July 1, 2010

Oh hi, PTCAS.

So today I officially created my PTCAS application account. Wow. I can't believe it!I'm sooo nervous about getting everything in as quickly as possible.

I only have one more class to take before I'm done with all of my prerequisites and it's Physics II! I can't believe I'm almost done! I've actually sort of enjoyed Physics I, and I'm really glad I decided to take it in the summer separate from all my other courses. It's given me enough time to really study and concentrate on it.

I already have some of my references and everything, but I'm sure I'm going to be nervous until I actually hit "SUBMIT" and it sends out to my schools!